drama

the past few days have been a really strain on me mentally. but with friends who always encourage me and guide me along my path, ive emerged victorious. victorious not with a win, but at beating myself and discovering myself once again. i was never hungry for a winning situation when it came to emotions. despite the fact, that many do view me as someone who cannot accept hearing others speak of her flaws and etc.. perhaps we all have different ways of coping with negative remarks but trust me, it does enter. with phrases like somethings cannot be undone.. im sure its fairly clear how words cant b taken back. and once said, whether heard or unheard, u should assume someone heard them.. always think of the receiver.. once i read in the bible, words kill. never used to think highly of it till i grew older. den i realise how it really kills. it doesnt have to literally kill, its jus strong enough to break a person's spirit.. and its already enough.

hopeless effort to go swimming ytd with cheryl (ms bummer) and i thought her some ahlian poses. its hilarious how it turned out. and we had steam bath. oooooo~ so gracious is making her hair today and i hope she turns out great. she will! SPEAKING OF WHICH, IM SUDDENLY REMINDING OF THE HILARIOUS PASSPORT PHOTOTAKING BOOTH. YES CHERYL, LAUGH AT ME. CONTINUE >: *HMPHS* but i still L-O-V-E you! :)

oh man. CSI tonight! awesome. im gonna b water hula-hooping as i catch tv tonight! a new technique taught by gracious. how gracious of her :)